Today I head to the city for my annual oncologist appointment. One would think that when you get to be 11 years out it would be a cake walk. Sadly not for me. Truth is that it feels like a big 'ol associated reaction. I woke up with a headache this morning, feel crappy, and just want to go back to bed. Actually I would prefer to hide under the covers for the day.
I always tell myself this is the "easy" appointment. I go for my mammo at the end of this month. That will be the doosy. The super stressful one. Who am I kidding, each appointment is stressful.
Last night I couldn't sleep. It was anxiety for today. So I created this digital collage using one of my recent paintings and a sketch. She looks so calm. She looks as though she is resting her head on love.
That is what I wish I was going to do today . . .